i know i have not updated for a while but that’s only because i’m doing video blogs instead. so now i feel guilty for not being able to come here often. so anyways. i have a problem. allan and i are getting a new computer. i plan to give him my laptop and get the new one for myself i am torn between buying a laptop and a desktop.

i want a laptop for:

1. the built-in webcam

2. the portability

3. the wi-fi access

4. the size

5. and it’s cool

i want the desktop for:

1. the plasma hp screen, so cool

2. i wont be taking it to the school anyways, far too many viruses there

3. it’s cheaper but only by 100 dollars, more or less

4 i already have a laptop, well it will be allan’s soon

5. i’ll buy a high-end webcam [but i think a freebie comes along with the package]

i don’t know. help!!!

indulgence

Promise not to do this often!

1.Do you think people talk about
you behind your back?
- of course they do cause that’s what they do to successful people (charos)

WHERE’S # 2?!

3. Who on your Friendster Featured
Friend do you talk to the most?
- my mom. we chat every night and talk about things from silly to dead serious.

4. What time is your alarm clock set
for?
- allan is in charge of this because he always has to get up earlier than me.

5. If there was a fire, what would be
the first thing you would grab?
- bag that contains our passports, bank books and wallet.

6. Flip flops or sneakers?
- sneakers

7. Who’s your favorite Disney princess?
- ariel and belle oh oh and the one from swan princess

8. What was the last movie you watched?
- from home it was runaway bride from the cinema harry potter

9. Has anyone ever called you lazy?
- this is a fact. but in fairness only in the house lang naman. i work hard.

10. Have you ever tried sticking your
fingers together?
- when i was young yes. i will tend to think that any grown up who does this is a little bit loose in the head.

11. What CD is currently in your CD
player?
- light stuff cd sa car.

12. Do you prefer regular or chocolate
milk?
- chocolate milk only. i get an upset tummy when i drink milk.

13. Has anyone told you a secret this
week?
- yes, juicy juicy secrets.

14. Who was the last person to call
you?
- edna. she was the bearer of bad news. there was a van filled with 9 pinays who were on their way to Laos. their driver fell asleep (this is what they suspect) and they had a horrible accident. one was dead on the spot, the other in coma, one in ICU, two underwent surgery, three had broken bones and the others had big bruises all over.

15. When was the last time you cried?
- sunday night, when i heard of rury’s passing away and after reading his posts

16. Why?
- ay, i explained it already. see #15

17. How many siblings do you have?
- 2 older brothers. i am the youngest. i don’t ever recall wishing for a sister he he. i loved being the baby.

18. Last time someone gave you
flowers?
- last year, Vday.

19. What movie do you know every line
to?
- oh i dont know. terminal siguro

20. What is the longest book you ever
read?
- i love reading books. and they won’t seem long if it’s a good read. but the one i did not like so much was that of jonathan strange and mrs. norell. i never got to finish that book then i gave it away. ha ha

21. Are you mad at anyone?
- i guess so but i don’t think about it so often.

22. Do you cry a lot?
- hmm with stuff about real life, no not really. ha ha but i cry over movies every other 2 seconds ha ha

23. Do you have a desktop computer
or a laptop?
- used to have 2 laptops and a desk top. i sold one laptop and one desk top so now i only have one laptop.

24. Are you currently wanting any
piercings or tattoos?
- yikes!

25. What is the weather like?
- scorching hot.

26. Would you ever date someone
covered in tattoos?
- i don’t think so. that would terrify me.

27. When was the last time you slept
on the floor?
- can’t remember na. maybe when i was in college kase we were always doing this and that until the wee hours.

28. How many hours of sleep do you
need to function?
- at least 5

29. Are your days full and fast-
paced?
- they vary

30. What is your favorite TV show?
- ANTM and the hills (i know so shallow)

31. Which celebrity(ies) dead or
alive would you want to have lunch
with?
- mark wahlberg

32. What is one thing you wish you had?
- secret

33. How’s your heart lately?
- ok naman

34. When was the last time you went
out?
- last sunday

35. What made you smile today?
- my student when she uttered the 5 words i absolutely hate to hear from a student: teacher i want to poopoo

famous eekai (?!)

we finally went to church today. it’s been so long, i am really embarrassed. anyway, the people there were so happy to see us. people knew us, people we have not met before. so that’s a bit scary if you ask me, ok, maybe i am just being paranoid or maybe i’ve been so used to leading a very quiet life i.e me and allan and a few friends who we happen to work with he he.

there were the 2 nuns who were very nice to me. they took an instant liking to moi when we first had the pleasure of meeting at ate sarah’s house. if my memory serves me right, that was before xmas pa when we gathered to talk about the xmas party. i promised them that we would see them in church the following week but with work and my parents’ arrival, it proved to be impossible. ok, yeah impossible is too strong a word because it sounds really bad to say that one thing sounded more important than GOD, so okay i’ll shut up and admit to my mistake.

people asked for our numbers during the small get-together after the mass. it was nice. after church we went to the mall to pay for our car but we were too late and the banks were already closed. i saw another pinay and talked for a bit. not 10 steps after i saw my friends, the ones i went to melbourne with and we did a bit of catching up. then more people asked for my number.

i still do not know why and how i get 100++ views on my friendster this early on. i have my viewing settings on private but i have this little trick that allows me to see the people who view my profile everyday. still there are people, who i think have their setting on private too, that my little trick won’t cover,

bought some bathroom supplies at watson’s and saw another pinay. i swear, i really felt famous ha ha, OA. joke. while i was busy putting stuff into my cart, allan handed me a bunch of notes and asked me to count them. it was missing 1,000 baht. good thing allan likes keeping receipts (which i absolutely loathe kse to me they just tend to pile up and create a mess). we phoned the customer service and were told that we need to wait until tuesday to get our money back.

i can’t seem to keep maye out of my mind, it really worries me. she’s married to my cousin and they have a baby girl. it terrifies me to think of what will happen to them if something terrible should happen to maye. okay, erase erase erase. it just really bothers me that i find myself praying while taking a shower, when i remember it in the middle of the class, several times during the mass and now. please help me pray for her.

i wasn’t so busy this afternoon. i did not have a class from 1-4pm and so i surfed and surfed the net. from one famous website i found people who are looking for partners, lifetime partners. it strikes me odd that these people should look for true love over the net when stories from left, right and center keep popping up about scams and deadly things that come from internet dating, maybe i am just being too skeptical but to me love and internet is just NO MATCH at all.

it rained cats and dogs a few hours ago, good thing we were already home. i do not get scared easily but the intensity of those thunderstorms were enough for me to ask allan not to go too far from me. really scary.

party tomorrow night so that means no blogging on sunday.

i’ve been having random thought on life all week. too bad i wasn’t able to jot them down.

our broadband isn’t working yet. this disappoints allan to no end. we got all the equipment since tuesday and we were told that they have already fixed the problem. we’re waiting for monday when we can torture a poor soul to coming to the house and actually see the whole da*n thing get fixed.

for now i’d have to be content with my usb modem.