don’t

don’t be fooled by my smiles for they don’t always mean happiness

don’t be fooled by my laughter for it doesn’t always mean joy

don’t be fooled by my silence for it doesn’t always mean peace

don’t be fooled by my nods for they don’t always mean yes

don’t be fooled by my stares for they don’t always mean admiration

don’t be fooled by my presence for it doesn’t assure you of my stay

don’t be fooled by my heart for it also knows how to get tired…..

here to stay

looks like i’m sticking to my guns and staying at wordpress.

i visited my old blog and attempted to drag all my posts from there to here. not cool, i did say that this is starting all over again.

still there were stuff in my old blog that will be good for remembering old times. if i could only find a way to store it somewhere but i guess the tiresome work is one more thing that’s holding me back. i also heard that blogdrive will be closing come December. i better start copying and pasting now.

but anyhoo, i am here for good.

to a new beginning

i was never one to easily change from one thing to another. i have had my blogdrive blog for years now and have always attempted to move to someplace else. and each time i tried, i failed.

but now, i am seriously doing this. i want a personal touch to my personal blog. thus, a new beginning.

i am at a point in my life where everything is just a few steps away from a million changes. and at this point in my life, i have come to accept that not all changes are bad. well, most are unpleasant but not all unpleasant things stay that way. sometimes, life has its way of using the bad stuff to make way for great ones.

career-wise, it’s pretty much the same. no, i will not let my frustrations in the office work their way to my new beginning. my other blog is filled with those. come to think of it, this may be the reason for my resentment towards that blog.

in line with new beginnings, we are only a few days away from moving in to our new house. it feels wonderful to have something to look forward to. allan and i are busy preparing and decorating our new place. and it’s in the city center, too. that means we are just minutes away to everything that is convenient.

as if i were not busy enough, here i am still looking for things to fill my time. one thing shows promise but i will not say anything lest i jinx it.

it’s funny how i write in a tone that speaks to someone or to some people who are already reading my blog. but maybe in time, there will be people here, and there will be exchange of wise banter, jokes and laughter.

hmm, a new beginning that will lead to new friendships.

just what i need.