i’ll be home early november and will be staying for at least two months. i’ve ben dropping hints at the office and can only hope that my boss will be okay with this.
once i get some free time in pinas, i think i am going to try my hand at writing a novel. i know it’s a lot of work and two months will not cover half the book but i’ll give it a go anyway. well, that or i might be looking for call centers that will accommodate me for 2 months.
i got to chat with a high school friend and she told me that she and her bf of 8 yrs (not sure of the figure, i was too shocked to notice) called it quits 2 weeks ago. she had been thinking of ending the relationship a long time ago but she was always stopped by what they both shared. i guess time came when she no longer thought that those moments mattered. she’s been waiting for him to propose for the longest time, she’s aired out her sentiments but those were always met with answers that were sugar-coated but plainly meant NO.
so, it finally hit her and now she’s moving on. that’s the way to go, g!
this really makes you realize that everything and everyone is dispensable. i know that’s sad but what’s making you feel loved and happy now could be just mere memories in the future. i know that makes me sound cynical but think of me revealing my worst fears.
i always fear that memories would elude me one day and all that had been happy and all who were loved could just disappear.
now, that’s one scary thought…