ola bellas

look who’s an online buyer whore now.  ha ha all fingers pointed at yours truly.  damn it.  this is exactly why i didn’t and still don’t want a credit card.  but my mom, bless her her kind heart, offered me her credit card for me to use when i want something that i just couldn’t get my hands on here in thailand.

 

so okay.  the make up brushes were my first and oh btw, they’re already here.  i have done a video for that but it has to be posted some other time.  

 

i’d been bad and made another purchase.  i bought a new ipod Touch and it is absolutely gorgeous.  crapness.  i’m excited and scared and overwhelmed all at the same time.  but i guess being a bit scared is good.  i am going to pay off all of my credit card purchases right away.  really.  i don’t want to get started on being covered with credit card bills now.  

 

37 days to go and pinas, here we come.  we have found ridiculously cheap tickets to boracay but for some reason, the online payment is proving to be a huge hassle.

 

i’ve been out of the blogsphere because, one, i have been with my lovely brushes the whole time [lol] and two, i have been watching american series online every single moment that i could.  so, sorry guys.  this has been some sort of therapy for me.  

 

video coming soon!

Warm or Cool Tone? Which One Are You? and A Surprise!

 

not dirty laundry at all

allan and i are okay now.  we had to go to Nong Khai, a neighboring province for our 90 day report and for our re-entry permit.  all non-immigrant visa holders are asked to go to the immigration where they got their visas and report every 90 days.  this could sometimes be a huge pain in the butt but well, we haven’t got a choice.  since we were going to the immigration anyways, we decided to get the re-entry as well.  for all visa holders, if you leave Thailand and still want to come back and maintain your visa status, a re-entry permit is mandatory.  the 90 day report is free but we had to pay for the re-entry permits.

 

anyways, from morning [meaning the time i got up] until the time we reached back home, i was not talking to allan.  i was still pissed.  though in all fairness to him, he tried to make me smile countless of times and tried to patch things up with me but i just wouldn’t budge in.

 

he has this annoying thing whenever we fight.  like hours after the fight or the next day even, he starts acting as if nothing happened and acts all sweet and funny.  while i am still harboring hurt feelings, he goes well out of his way to make me laugh and to make sure that we are okay again.  i know, some of you might have raised brows by now and not that i don’t like him being like that, but sometimes you want to put salt to the injury and just let him hang [cruel, cruel] but really, more importantly, you want to talk things over.  most of the time, he acts like there is nothing to talk about and that misunderstandings between couples happen all the time.  there is no disagreeing to that but sometimes, in order for the same things not to happen again and again, you have to take time to talk things over and iron out all the little creases and make sure to avoid or at least try to avoid the things that irritate the other in the future.

 

anyways.  we got back home and it was like saudi arabia hot lolz.  he turned on the air conditioner, we lied down and then he starts hugging me.  i was likE: “FEELINGGERO KA ANO?  KALA MO BATI NA TYO?!”  this must have been really funny to him because he laughed and continued to annoy me.  honestly, i kind of enjoyed it [ha kunwari pa gusto din naman pala]  and then i asked him to apologize.  he wouldn’t!  he said he did not do anything wrong.  boy, did that make me mad again or what?

 

in the end, he did say sorry.  we got into talking and a bit of crying [from me, over the trivialest of things, really] and then laughing ended with a dinner date at pizza company’s.

 

kate wins again. [seriously, i hope he doesn't come by and read this or it's my ass on the line. lolz]

well, it’s about damn time

ah the blog lives.

 

for weeks i could not access my blog.  sometimes my internet provider leaves me wanting to tear each strand of hair from my head.  they upset me to no end and what’s worse is that sometimes all you can do is complain and bitch on the phone about how lousy their service is.  boohoo for monotony.

 

the songkran was a blast.  i did make a video days back but i am just no longer up to posting it here now.  it’s so passe’.  what’s important is we did have fun.

 

i am still on the very tough journey of losing weight.  i am trying to do this healthily and my weight goes el loco sometimes swinging up and down.  i just need to remind myself that a: i should not set my expectations too high and b: as long as i am losing girth and not my mind then i must be on the right track.

 

we have been eating brown rice since a few days after we decided and bought the tickets home.  and it is healthier and better for the environment too.  it makes us poop a lot [oooh, nooo this ain't the part that helps the environment.  i really just had to say this lolz].  my trousers will literally drop if i don’t wear my belt.  well, there are good and bad sides to that.  good because, hey, i am losing weight and bad because it means my clothes look baggy and i need new ones.  hmm hold that thought, buying new ones isn’t bad at all.  lemme take it back.  it only has good sides ha ha.

 

i do feel hungry 120 percent of the time.  it is all about will power.  sometimes i get beyond myself and eat sweets [or in my case brownies that i made, yum yum].  it gets pretty bad because i really feel remorseful after.  there is a need for constant check because i don’t want to have any eating disorder so my goal is to keep it clean and healthy even if that does mean missing a few of my goals one or two days in a week.

 

amazing how i can still blog even if i am just about ready to explode inside.  allan and i are in a huge fight.  no details, sorry.  i am not one to air out our dirty laundry but we are in a terrible fight and i have locked myself in the bedroom [thank goodness all the things i need to make me feel comfy are here] and there is no way for him to come in… well unless he conveniently finds himself a crowbar and starts banging down the door, then i say no chance in hell.

 

news update.  i need you to congratulate me.  i have just made [ a few days ago, really] my very first ebay purchase. woot woot!  eekai bringing the house down bellas.   lolz.  i am pathetic.  i am bragging about an ebay purchase in this year and age.  but well.  i got this for a whopping 65 bucks total.  no one is allowed to say it is too expensive. zip. nada. nil.  all you can do is say ahhhh..

 

i mean aren’t they gorgeous?  i can’t wait to get my hands on them.  it was shipped from cali on the 15th and i guess i gotta wait 7-10 more days before i hold these lovelies in my hands.

 

you guys know how gahgah i can get over make up and stuff and i found out that there is a new and really effective way of applying your foundation.  much better than what a foundation brush can do.  so i googled the shit out of it and well was a bit down that they turn out to be so expensive.  they are called the BEAUTY BLENDER.  i must have talked about this in the past, but so what?  one beauty blender costs around 20 usd.  just one.  to give you an idea of what it is. scroll down please:

but since my cousins from nevada are gonna be in pinas with us, i have charmed them into buying me, not one, not two, not three but FOUR  beauty blenders and the cleansers!!! hooray!

 

one cousin got me this:

 

 

and the other got me this:

golly gee, people.  talk about excitement.  i am absolutely above myself now. ha ha ha.  i love relatives from the US.  joke.

 

anyways, that’s about it for now.  sorry for such a vain topic but i am just really trying to get my mind off the huge argument allan and i have.  and if i keep typing here, i might just end up with a book or a novel.

 

so nice to be back, though.

vlog time!